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I Am The Wind

“When you’re dumb enough for long enough, you’re gonna meet someone too smart to love you, and they’re gonna love you anyway, and it’s gonna go so poorly.” – Neil Hilborn, Ballad of the Bruised Lung

Been awhile, life’s been crazy. I’ve been trying to find the time to keep writing but I just haven’t had any. I mean I have, but I’ve had no ideas really to make me want to write anything substantial in my opinion. It’s been a blur to be honest, I can’t believe a year has almost gone by since myself and guy started dating again.. and it makes me feel semi good, that I can make it better than the last time we dated since we both effed up the last time and several times after that. Seems like we can’t just get it right.. Maybe this time won’t be so bad… here’s to hoping!

I’ve taken some photos recently, with guy’s other camera the Sony a6000 and I like it. But I only like it with the 90mm Macro since it’s amazing. I kind of want it. But there’s no way I can afford the lenses for it. Yes, I can borrow his, but what’s that going to do for me should something happen with myself and him. I will never give up my Canon camera for something else. I would only add to it. I plan on trying to start a collection of some sorts and when I finally get a home, I will have a camera closet for all my things.

Here are a few shots of the Sony a6000 that I took just yesterday around Nanticoke, PA. 

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When you’re tired of waiting and time is not on your side
When you’re tired of hating me, you no longer want to hide

It’s time for another session of relaxation and tea bath before my roommates get home and take their long shower. I’ve been thankful enough to get to take some nice showers lately thankfully, and it’s helping my mood a lot surprisingly. *hand clap* Off I go because then I’m going to sleep forever tonight, maybe I’ll put my hair in curlers again. We’ll see since it seems to poof then I use them, lol!

Cheers,

xoxox

This Isn’t What We Need

Hi friends, time for another ramble.

I haven’t written in a week since I’ve been busy with doctor appointments and working what seems like all the time. I really need a break from life to someplace warm and a beach. I think a trip to Florida may be needed soon if I can get the time off work, that is, because we don’t get anything there really and get paid for it.. I wish they’d change their policies there for sick days and allowing us some freebies. That would make SO many people happy, you know? And it would keep more people instead of always hiring and re-training new people. That’s just a hassle.

Anyway, so I had to get a new phone because mine took a shit the other day. I got the Droid Turbo and its actually pretty nifty. A little smaller than the Note obviously but the batter is amazing on it so far.
I’m still debating if I want to go home tomorrow night or not to moms for a show… I really could use a break/night out butttt I don’t know yet. I need more concerts in my life nowadays and well, I haven’t been to many recently since I moved to PA. I think I should go… But I have more important things I should do first like an oil change and other things. This sucks.

Anyway, have some photos from my Turbo. The camera is amazing for stills, but moving things suck to take pics of. They need an update asap for this camera. A you can see, I was on break or eating lunch at work when I took these.

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Well, this next part is a song I’m listening to right now and I don’t know how I feel about it. So I’ll just leave this here.

Cheers,
xoxox
||KoralDawn||

What am I to say? I still remember everyday, and memories don’t fade away. And it all falls apart in the shadows of the past. It can seem to be so hard but it’s time the feelings pass. How could you be the better part of me…when we’re only half of what we used to be? Today, could you see, this isn’t what we need, and I’m leaving all the pieces how they fell. So goodbye, farewell.