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I Am The Wind

“When you’re dumb enough for long enough, you’re gonna meet someone too smart to love you, and they’re gonna love you anyway, and it’s gonna go so poorly.” – Neil Hilborn, Ballad of the Bruised Lung

Been awhile, life’s been crazy. I’ve been trying to find the time to keep writing but I just haven’t had any. I mean I have, but I’ve had no ideas really to make me want to write anything substantial in my opinion. It’s been a blur to be honest, I can’t believe a year has almost gone by since myself and guy started dating again.. and it makes me feel semi good, that I can make it better than the last time we dated since we both effed up the last time and several times after that. Seems like we can’t just get it right.. Maybe this time won’t be so bad… here’s to hoping!

I’ve taken some photos recently, with guy’s other camera the Sony a6000 and I like it. But I only like it with the 90mm Macro since it’s amazing. I kind of want it. But there’s no way I can afford the lenses for it. Yes, I can borrow his, but what’s that going to do for me should something happen with myself and him. I will never give up my Canon camera for something else. I would only add to it. I plan on trying to start a collection of some sorts and when I finally get a home, I will have a camera closet for all my things.

Here are a few shots of the Sony a6000 that I took just yesterday around Nanticoke, PA. 

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When you’re tired of waiting and time is not on your side
When you’re tired of hating me, you no longer want to hide

It’s time for another session of relaxation and tea bath before my roommates get home and take their long shower. I’ve been thankful enough to get to take some nice showers lately thankfully, and it’s helping my mood a lot surprisingly. *hand clap* Off I go because then I’m going to sleep forever tonight, maybe I’ll put my hair in curlers again. We’ll see since it seems to poof then I use them, lol!

Cheers,

xoxox

I’m Glad You Came.

Get your head out of the gutter.
I’ve been listening to this song basically all morning, and I don’t know why. Maybe because it hold meaning to me? No, no that’s not it. I didn’t even know of the band until I heard it on the radio one day and decided that I really liked it.. and now I can’t stop. It’s so catchy. The video is pretty cool, but it’s not your over the top video like I was expecting.

Today is Friday, however, so TGIF to you all. I’m slightly sad because I can’t go to Philly tomorrow for Comic Con and meet Thor… I don’t have the money and I don’t want to ask people for money because I also don’t have anyone to go with now. I hate being alone. I hate when people have no urge to go do anything with me at all.

I need to buy so many things like an air conditioner for the apartment so we’re not dying in the heat anymore, but I think I have to wait till the end of the month for that now; so I don’t go broke ass on everything else I need to live. I need to stop spending money on stupid shit. And I think I’m going to go donate clothes somewhere this weekend because I have too many (less than I did at mom’s house, but still too many) because I can’t fit anymore in my room. And since I’ve moved I’ve bought enough to basically replace what I had. Unsure. Oh well, I’ll go tear apart my room later on tonight or tomorrow.

Side note, speaking of tomorrow, (Saturday) I’m upset the LA Kings won the first game of the finals. I thought fershure the Devils had it. I hate how the Kings play though, and how they can get away with so much. I think we already found the team the TV announcers are favoring and who the Ref’s are favoring, and that’s just wrong.

I hope there’s something good on TV this weekend to help me with my boredum. I’m also going to working on my resume this weekend and fixing what my mom said about it as well. Make things easier for myself in case my work decides to be weird and say hey! I’m not paying you anymore or something like that. It’s better to have it than not have anything to start with right? And I can’t use my ‘creative’ resume for a professional job unless it’s in art or design, which is what I actually went to school for. Funny how things play out, isn’t it? I don’t even do anything with what I went to school for. I think I definitely should have went for something different like Forensics or something. *sigh*

Oh well, I think that’s enough for today. So much to do, just so much procrastination these days. Even here at work… hmm.