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I Am The Wind

“When you’re dumb enough for long enough, you’re gonna meet someone too smart to love you, and they’re gonna love you anyway, and it’s gonna go so poorly.” – Neil Hilborn, Ballad of the Bruised Lung

Been awhile, life’s been crazy. I’ve been trying to find the time to keep writing but I just haven’t had any. I mean I have, but I’ve had no ideas really to make me want to write anything substantial in my opinion. It’s been a blur to be honest, I can’t believe a year has almost gone by since myself and guy started dating again.. and it makes me feel semi good, that I can make it better than the last time we dated since we both effed up the last time and several times after that. Seems like we can’t just get it right.. Maybe this time won’t be so bad… here’s to hoping!

I’ve taken some photos recently, with guy’s other camera the Sony a6000 and I like it. But I only like it with the 90mm Macro since it’s amazing. I kind of want it. But there’s no way I can afford the lenses for it. Yes, I can borrow his, but what’s that going to do for me should something happen with myself and him. I will never give up my Canon camera for something else. I would only add to it. I plan on trying to start a collection of some sorts and when I finally get a home, I will have a camera closet for all my things.

Here are a few shots of the Sony a6000 that I took just yesterday around Nanticoke, PA. 

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When you’re tired of waiting and time is not on your side
When you’re tired of hating me, you no longer want to hide

It’s time for another session of relaxation and tea bath before my roommates get home and take their long shower. I’ve been thankful enough to get to take some nice showers lately thankfully, and it’s helping my mood a lot surprisingly. *hand clap* Off I go because then I’m going to sleep forever tonight, maybe I’ll put my hair in curlers again. We’ll see since it seems to poof then I use them, lol!

Cheers,

xoxox

When Your Heart Don’t Feel Like Dancing…

I’ll be there to give you mine. 🙂

Random late night music quote: Say something – I’m giving up on you.

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This is what I’m thinking when I listen to my playlist I made recently. Random fact of the day for you.

I haven’t written in a few weeks -events have happened recently and I haven’t had the time. Nothing bad has happened – just too much going on. Work has been insane – I nearly had a break down Friday. That was washed away with a few drinks friday and Saturday but tomorrow is Monday and Monday can go to hell – haha.

I’m listening to some awesome music right now. I made a new Playlist on Google music  – “I’m sending out a search light to bring you back to me.” I labeled this Playlist The Whisperer. I’m not sure why to be honest but it’s very mellow music that can hopefully let me sleep better at night. Obviously it hasn’t yet because it’s 12am on a Sunday night … but it makes me smile.

“Can you bring me back to life when my heart’s in smithereens?

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This weekend was a bit bummy. I didn’t want to do much. Got my nails done finally. Had some guy whistle at me while driving around saturday as well as a few more… that made me feel good haha.  Had late night applebees with a friend for half priced appetizers which I never do anymore. So that was nice. Been talking to an old friend for a bit – maybe seeing them next weekend? Idk.  Went to see an apartment .. not getting that one so back to square one I guess. That’s okay… I’ve got a little time. Soon though. If I leave in October or November though… I might as well wait it out till I’m back. No sense in moving you know? But we’ll see what happens. I’m probably not going to leave.. as much as I’d like to.

My cyst is acting up again.. I need to get it checked out soon. Haven’t been sleeping well.. again.

Omg guardians of the galaxy was amazing haha. I went to see it last Sunday and we were just laughing so hard at the whole thing I want to see it again.

I need more girl friends in this area.. I have a select few but not many. Just replace Justin below with a girl and yeah. Basically. That’s all I want haha.

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Anyway – I should try and sleep. Moomoo took my pillow so I have to move over. Good thing I don’t share a bed with anyone … I guess.

Open your eyes – and open your heart. It’s not too late to let it go. I’m such a fool. Our love was just a dream.

||Koral♡Dawn||