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I Am The Wind

“When you’re dumb enough for long enough, you’re gonna meet someone too smart to love you, and they’re gonna love you anyway, and it’s gonna go so poorly.” – Neil Hilborn, Ballad of the Bruised Lung

Been awhile, life’s been crazy. I’ve been trying to find the time to keep writing but I just haven’t had any. I mean I have, but I’ve had no ideas really to make me want to write anything substantial in my opinion. It’s been a blur to be honest, I can’t believe a year has almost gone by since myself and guy started dating again.. and it makes me feel semi good, that I can make it better than the last time we dated since we both effed up the last time and several times after that. Seems like we can’t just get it right.. Maybe this time won’t be so bad… here’s to hoping!

I’ve taken some photos recently, with guy’s other camera the Sony a6000 and I like it. But I only like it with the 90mm Macro since it’s amazing. I kind of want it. But there’s no way I can afford the lenses for it. Yes, I can borrow his, but what’s that going to do for me should something happen with myself and him. I will never give up my Canon camera for something else. I would only add to it. I plan on trying to start a collection of some sorts and when I finally get a home, I will have a camera closet for all my things.

Here are a few shots of the Sony a6000 that I took just yesterday around Nanticoke, PA. 


When you’re tired of waiting and time is not on your side
When you’re tired of hating me, you no longer want to hide

It’s time for another session of relaxation and tea bath before my roommates get home and take their long shower. I’ve been thankful enough to get to take some nice showers lately thankfully, and it’s helping my mood a lot surprisingly. *hand clap* Off I go because then I’m going to sleep forever tonight, maybe I’ll put my hair in curlers again. We’ll see since it seems to poof then I use them, lol!



Happy New Year

Happy 2014 everyone!

This year has been insane for me, and probably many of you. It seemed like a short year to me; it flew by. There were good times and bad times and just overall happiness, joy, sad goodbyes, new hellos, new friends and old friends. I flew for the first time since 2008 and took advantage of Las Vegas back in May, and that was probably one of the most awesome things I have done this past year. Lost a job, gained a job, lost that job and then found my current job in which I really do enjoy. I’ll spare you the other details of my life for now, it’s been a long year.

I started learning a new program, Lightroom 5. Mom was awesome enough to get it for me for Christmas and it’s an awesome photo editing tool. Little complicated for someone who’s only used Photoshop before but I’m getting there.
Here are some photos to end the year that were edited in Lightroom 5 before the year let out.





“I’ve found out the truth is, it’s all a big lie.”

I’ve been listening to Angels and Airwaves a lot recently. It’s been far too long since I’ve listened to Love Pt 1 and 2 so I decided to loop that all day and night while I’m awake. They make me feel better for some reason with everything else that’s going on recently.

“Do you believe in hallucinations? Silly dreams or imagination? Don’t go away because I need you here this time.”

Anyway, more later. It’s been a long day and a long year, and I need to get back to work.