Well, today has been interesting so far. Meeting went alright I guess; but people seriously have attitude problems here with doing this. If you don’t want to be a part of it, maybe you shouldn’t be a part of the company… That’s just my opinion really, but who am I to say anything.

Work is just becoming annoying to go to now; I love it, and I like the money I get for doing what I do, but I mean; I think I should get a raise to deal with these people we’re working with. We’re creating a company bible, which is cool and all, since I’m in charge and I like being in charge of people in a way; but no one is really… helping me. I have to print everything out, I have to do all the corrections, I have to organize the meetings.. when everyone has access to the drive in order to change procedures. Why can’t you make your own changes and print them out and just give them to me? Is that really so hard to do? Also, why do they insist on giving me a form letter to do when all they have to do is click print and print an envelope along with it and stamp it? Instead, no, they make me do it; like I don’t have enough to do as it is… I’m swamped. I’m taking a breather for the moment to write about this crap. My brain is SO boggled you have no idea. Anyone know how to deal with this? I mean everyone knows I’ve got a lot on my plate here, but they still continue to pile up work for me. Every weekend I go home with a headache from staring at the computer screen so long and I’m not liking it.

I hope the rest of the weekend goes alright. I’m really not in the mood to be let down any more this week, I’m so over it. I plan on watching Harry Potter all weekend and cleaning/laundry. There’s nothing else to really do except that or play video games and shit.. So what can I do? My other package still didn’t come in the mail; and it should have been here by now considering the last thing I ordered from them was at my place within 4 days. So why is this one taking so long I just want it already. ..And I really need to stop buying things online. I have to save for car insurance constantly since I need to save up 650 by September already… this is going to suck majorly if you ask me.

I need a life-long pick me up.